May 2013
2 posts
如何才能保持内心的平静祥和? 如何才能拒绝狂躁与淫乐? I’m so confused and just started to question myself.I wonder how I can remain the peace in mind. I tried to figure out what the true meaning of life is besides pure erotic joy. Sometimes I really found myself a hard nut to crack. I guess I’m too proud of myself for not being a prude and it leads to a headache as I enjoy attention too much and just trying too hard to...
April 2013
1 post
I’m not sure if I’m more into being a dirty backpacker or a fancy new yorker ….
February 2013
2 posts
“Werewolf” by Cocorosie- NOT About a Girl being...
It’s about a woman who was raped because of her father.
Lyrics:
In a dream I was a werewolf My soul was filled with crystal light Lavender ribbons of rain sang Ridding my heart of mortal fight
Broken sundown fatherless showdown Gun hip swollen lip bottle sip yeah I suck dick Lose grip on gravity falls sky blinding crumbling walls River sweep away my memories of Children’s things a young...
January 2013
2 posts
Don’t say I’m afraid of loving you you’re everything I’ve wanted to don’t say my heart was never true everything I do, I do for you you can have me I’m yours ‘til the end of the night you can take me I swear I won’t put up a fight lay next to me and sleep a while we’ll let the hours slowly pass us by whisper soft into my ear and promise me we’ll lie forever here
I smell sex and candy here Who's that lounging in my chair Who's that casting devious stares in my direction Mama this surely is a dream
October 2012
1 post
Watch
July 2012
2 posts
AND EVERYDAY I AM LEARNING ABOUT YOU THE THINGS THAT NO ONE ELSE SEES AND THE END COMES TOO SOON LIKE DREAMING OF ANGELS AND LEAVING WITHOUT THEM AND LEAVING WITHOUT THEM
越是无法拥有你的时候我越是渴望你。我会整夜构想与你唇齿相贴的场景，我会故意错过飞机，搭乘十几小时的车只为再与你度过一个礼拜的时光。有时我觉得我爱上的是想象中的充满诗意的影像，是我亲手创造出来的欲望。欲望是如此新生般的，让人血脉膨胀的狂喜。它让人充满恍惚，身体发热。臆想中的情爱，总是伴随着内心的骚动，发不完的誓言，剪不断的呜咽，流不尽的泪，亲不完的吻。情人勇敢的样子，温柔得像羔羊，衣着总是无懈可击，哭起来却又热泪盈眶。他胯下一匹黑马，从遥远的地方奔驰而来，如同一章娓娓道来的诗句。
June 2012
3 posts
“Je T’aime”
为什么我那么爱你？就好像看到我自己
May 2012
10 posts
现在的我，无稽虚妄，自大又自卑，愚钝弱小。
Where is the sea I don’t why I was just looking for the sea But the only thing I found was a desert A desert around me What can I see You close my eyes when I just need to go and see If you want me to be blind I will stay here With this desert around me The world I can see Is a nowhere land Without you I’m a nowhere girl In the desert In the desert With you Where is the sea I am...
当你真正爱上一个人时，你爱的不是他的肉体，你爱的是他的气息。
Sitting there, alone in a foreign country, far from my job and everyone I know, a feeling came over me. It was like remembering something I’d never known before or had always been waiting for, but I didn’t know what. Maybe it was something I’d forgotten or something I’ve been missing all my life. All I can say is that I felt, at the same time, joy and sadness. But not too...
奋不顾身想要脱身，想要潜入万丈冰海，想要行走万里，荒野或者泥潭。愿意大声喊唱，用一颗焦油之心，用我破碎的关节。你奔过原野，疾走于硝烟，弃往事不顾。梦中我赤裸上身，汗滴暖热，你嘴唇柔软，雨水一如往年密集而专注。穿过幽暗隧道要不停迈步，风吹动时飒飒叹息。看见美景不仅仅只是欢愉，你知道伤感一便而来，巨大又致命，甜美又迷人，叫人不住落泪。
"U need a hug"
I couldn’t explain how much I like him. For the first time I realized I want to spend time with him without any hesitation——even it’s just laying by each other, cuddling and doing nothing for the whole weekend. Everything he said was like a secret voice speaking straight out of my own bones. It’s dark because you’re trying too hard. Lightly yea lightly....
April 2012
5 posts
“I can hardly wait , Hope we won’t be late. And you know its time, Just...”
起先我统治一切，却爱得不多；然后我开始深陷，之后竟被奴役。
成为他的影像的奴仆，他的气味，贪欲，饥饿，口渴，困扰的囚徒。
You crack him out of love, you’re runnin’ through the wild.
Hunter on the fumes.
It’s buried with his soul, runnin’ through the woods
and leave it like it is
It was one of those days when it’s a minute away from snowing and there’s this electricity in the air, you can almost hear it. Right? And this bag was just dancing with me. Like a little kid begging me to play with it. For fifteen minutes. That’s the day I realized that there was this entire life behind things, and this incredibly benevolent force that wanted me to know there was...
Men, they like me ‘Cause I’m a warrior A warrior Stand on my feet Dance the warrior The warrior Where would I be? I’d be a warrior A warrior Now the strangers have caught on And they’re riding in the back seat The rivers going to wash all Yeah, the river it spoke to me It told me I’m small And I swallowed it down If I make it at all I’ll make you want me
March 2012
11 posts
Stacks on deck, patron on ice We can pop bottles all night Baby, you can have whatever you like
Late night sex, so wet, so tight Gas up the jet for you tonight Baby, you can have whatever you like
I want your body, need your body Long as you got me, you won´t need nobody You want it, I got it, go get it, I buy it Tell them other broke brother´s be quiet
When does real love begin? At first it was a fire, eclipses, short circuits, lightning and fireworks; the incense, hammocks, drugs, wines, perfumes; then spasm and honey, fever, fatigue, warmth, currents of liquid fire, feast and orgies; then dreams, visions, candlelight, flowers, pictures; then images out of the past, fairy tales, stories, then pages out of a book, a poem; then laughter, then...
If I had no more time No more time left to be here Would you cherish what we had? Was it everything that you were looking for? If I couldn’t feel your touch And no longer were you with me I’d be wishing you were here To be everything that I’d be looking for I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me...
Sometimes I just wanted to be self-willed because I am not. But if you are not here when I needed you most then I will never respect any thing from you any more.
You know traveling is just traveling.
These people you met on your way just accidentally bumped into you.
Doesn’t worth it.
And i’m tired.
To bear the weight and push into the sky it’s easier to lie And honestly to look you in the eye it’s easier to lie To be the one to be the only one something has to give a lot And who am I to give you what you need when I’m learning To fill the space the space you made for me try to be the one you want try to be the way you want And maybe I could be the one you need if...
February 2012
6 posts
Sometimes I love ya Sometimes you make me blue Sometimes I feel good At times I feel used Lovin’ you darlin’ Makes me so confused
“The world is changed because you are made of ivory and gold. The curves of your...”
Listen
My old man is a bad man But I can’t deny the way he holds my hand And he grabs me, he has me by my heart He doesn’t mind I have a Las Vegas past He doesn’t mind I have an LA crass way about me He loves me with every beat of his cocaine heart Swimming pool Glimmering darling White bikini off with my red nail polish Watch me in the swimming pool Bright blue ripples you Sit and...
January 2012
9 posts
有时候凝视你，你睡着时候软塌塌的睫毛，柔和得如同一团烛光的金棕色短发，你抿在一起的温柔的嘴唇。虽然你暴躁时蓝色眼珠冰冷，但是你的泪如此温暖。像爱亲人般爱你。
终于又要搬家，把墙漆成了维多利亚红和粉橘，准备放置很多花草，学做美味的食物。
香車美人 →
汽車展覽會，每年都舉行，陳列各種新車，五花八門，比賽開車本領，出奇制勝。最後還選出一個香車美人。
啊~香車美人，香車美人，香車美人，男人都想要香車美人，女人都想做香車美人， 啊~香車美人，真是個叫人羨慕的名稱。
啊~別以為汽車香噴噴，美人還不是平常人，馬路上車來車往，全都是車輪在飛奔，每輛車各有主人，同樣地有愛有恨，也更有同樣的悲哀和興奮。
在這裡我扮演香車美人，這故事到處有發生的可能，說不出究竟是快樂還是傷心，倒不如請各位看看這部香車美人。
